After a week in the psych ward...
Feb. 12th, 2014 02:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elegantoinksHello Tara,
This is a long time coming, but I want to send my blessings to you and Laura.
By "Blessings," I only mean approval. I'm still an atheist.
Instead of thinking of Laura as a rival, I'm beginning to realize that she emulates me at times -- and she never gave in to the hatred of jealousy that plagued me. When I say it plagued me, I mean it affected me terribly, and I still take the blame.
I couldn't handle our relationship. The long distance hurt me so much. I need closeness in a relationship. That may be a weakness or it could just be my needs.
It was so brave of you to end our relationship. It devastated me. You knew that would happen, but you didn't string me along by letting me think I was your one and only. That's why you're not a bad person, Tara. You have such high ideals, and when you don't reach them...
Well, that's something Laura can help you with now. You also have the support of your father, a great guy. I've met your sisters, and I miss talking with them. I think it would be inappropriate to keep talking to them. I would love to have a writing project with Shannon, though.
You and Laura need each other, deserve each other, and hopefully you make each other better with your love.
I really mean this. It only took a few years and then finally a week in a psych. ward to get over you, Tara.
My jealousy melted, and now I actually want to date NEW people! There are so many people in the world I can date!
I have so many plans for myself and whoever my future wife is, but I'll end this letter by saying happy Valentines' Day, lovers!
--Marie
This is a long time coming, but I want to send my blessings to you and Laura.
By "Blessings," I only mean approval. I'm still an atheist.
Instead of thinking of Laura as a rival, I'm beginning to realize that she emulates me at times -- and she never gave in to the hatred of jealousy that plagued me. When I say it plagued me, I mean it affected me terribly, and I still take the blame.
I couldn't handle our relationship. The long distance hurt me so much. I need closeness in a relationship. That may be a weakness or it could just be my needs.
It was so brave of you to end our relationship. It devastated me. You knew that would happen, but you didn't string me along by letting me think I was your one and only. That's why you're not a bad person, Tara. You have such high ideals, and when you don't reach them...
Well, that's something Laura can help you with now. You also have the support of your father, a great guy. I've met your sisters, and I miss talking with them. I think it would be inappropriate to keep talking to them. I would love to have a writing project with Shannon, though.
You and Laura need each other, deserve each other, and hopefully you make each other better with your love.
I really mean this. It only took a few years and then finally a week in a psych. ward to get over you, Tara.
My jealousy melted, and now I actually want to date NEW people! There are so many people in the world I can date!
I have so many plans for myself and whoever my future wife is, but I'll end this letter by saying happy Valentines' Day, lovers!
--Marie
